I want..

To find the love

To move from PR

To be capable of change

To not be so scared

To be taken seriously

To not cry so ugly

To not have to fake a smile

To be able to say how much I actually like you

To not be pushed over

To be capable of keeping secrets and learning when I should just shut my mouth

To start over, from scratch

To not be so desperate for anything

To not be so annoying and crazy

To lose 20 lbs

To be able to say how I feel

To find myself 

to learn to longboard, windsur, surf 

to find my real friends 

to keep my GPA, study pre med somewhere far & go to grad school @ john hopkins

to be just like mila kunis/emma stone/katy perry/ KIM KARDASHIAN

to be british
to meet kid cudi, mac miller, lil wayne, drake and all my girl crushes 

to have a volkswagen van 

to own pink combat boots

to be forever tan 

to try to learn guitar, again

to move to NYC

to actually finish something I start

to be the best at something

to not give a damn

to not fall for guys like you

to accept the truth and move on

to swim with dolphins, see giraffes in person and hold a baby penguin

to stop being such a bubble child and to have more freedom

to travel tons. australia, UK, spain, Italy, brazil, Africa …

to know if people would miss me if i died 
to know if people would miss me if i moved 
to fast forward 10 years and see what my life will be like